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CORONAVIRUS to CONSCIOUSNESS

Chapter 6 The dark soul

Here is another mysterious encounter during my time with the Rona, as it became fondly named. Fair warning this may be disturbing to some. During meditation, I am usually able to maintain a balanced state. It feels light and divine. This is not an illusionary state of the mind but a deep reverence of the soul state. However during my time with the illness, I was completely cut off. I am not talking about a little tiredness or lack of focus, or non sustainability of the meditation, but a complete shut down.

It felt desolate and lonely, being isolated from Source. It almost felt like an abandoned soul in this planet. Adrift in the ocean of life without the safety anchor of a divine parent it felt disorienting and scary. As an unborn fetus floating in the womb without the tethered umbilical cord, unsure of the next course.

Then I saw it. A dark entity with a consciousness but this was a malevolent consciousness. It felt soulless yet was sucking me in as a black hole would to a nearby galaxy. Eating it whole without regard for its size. Unrelenting, unforgiving, powerful and deep. It was drawing me in with its purity of darkness. Devoid of empathy, it was a pit of despair that refused to let me go. I had no intention of diving in nor was I attracted to, quite the opposite.

I struggled to push away. I attempted to stay at its perimeter as I kept trying to connect back to the light. Flicker flicker. Nothing. This blackness identified itself as the consciousness of the virus. But I knew that already.

Still in meditation, all alone, intuitively I realized that I had no choice but to turn on my own light and there was no salvation and no one was coming to “save me” despite my feelings and pleas of desperation. At that moment in a decision of my soul I activated my own light. And as a small candle in a completely dark room, I illuminated my surroundings. To my surprise the entity could not hold its grip upon me, and the gravitational pull ceased with my own radiation. And it vanished moments later.

I came out of meditation and immediately checked my temperature, heart rate, blood pressure, oxygen saturation and blood glucose. All within normal limits. I was not hallucinating. I had been in a meditative state and this encounter was as real as can be. I had not been dreaming. Perhaps there was a greater significance to this experience that I am invited to explore.

For me, I see the battle of light and dark. Yet it is only in the gravest and darkest of times that we are called to not look for a savior or helping hand , yet discover the savior within. Each of us have the ability of healing and the gift of divine light of Source, wrapped in physical form. I am grateful to Source, the Universe, the Divine mind of intention, God or Goddess to allow me this intense experience for me to realize that divinity begins from within and shines outward, and each of us are suns in the making shining across the cosmos with our own divine light.

The light within is Source light itself in each of us.

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